FROM NOW ON, I WILL CONNECT MY DOTS MY OWN WAY

Being secluded,

Being pushed to the brink tht the cord joining me to my originality breaks is the corner of my land,

I stand on now!!!!!

Holding onto my little dream,

I dream of acquiring the whole of this land, I'm slipping off bt how long is my hope gonna last,

How long can I take the harsh rebuke from the world????

How long do I have to stand on this corner balancing my individuality according to other people's wishes??

When will the time come when jumbled up thoughts in my brain disentangle to giv an answer to all my questions...................................................................................................................................................

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I'm tired. Tired of adjusting, suppressing my ideas just to please other people.

I'm tired of trying................................................

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Sometimes, I wish of a different world.....

Sometimes, I wish there were ppl who understood me..

Sometimes, I wish i was left all alone to decipher the complexities of lyff.....

Sometimes, I really wish it was ME……………………………………………………………………………… …………………………………………

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Holding onto wat I have left long back……

The threads of long broken relationships pulls me back to where I had gone wrong!!!!!!!

Teaching me the true intricacies of lyf nd relations…………..

I do want to go back bt there’s no one on the other side……

When I look back, All I see is my blunders, mistakes and a

small black dot, which on closer notice opens up into endless black holes…………………………………………………………………….

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I just wish,

I had the keys which could unlock all the complexities of lyfff…………………. A Simple Key…….. A solution to all my problemzz………………

I wish ..I wish……………………………

So much of cribbing, from now on I am going to mould my Lyf my way….

I am not gonna let others lead me, am not gonna let odrs dishearten me…

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FROM NOW ON, I WILL CONNECT MY DOTS MY OWN WAY